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wowwwww that was unexpected nostalgia ok
one billion years ago i remember there being an op amv set to blow me away that had this specific scene in it
about 99.999% sure its been lost to time but man. completely forgot about it until now. was just such a strange feeling to have that hit me at that moment
#so.bs#there are two (?) other amvs i can remember#both of which i think i've watched up to their respective points in the anime before#one that i cant remember the song for but it was set to the crew getting revenge after usopp was beaten up by like a house of guys#or somth similar like that#it could possibly have been the same blow me away video but i felt like all the clips from the usopp one was from the same ep#and there was a point in the middle of it where it just played the clip/audio from the ep itself that interrupted the song#?? or it had the clip before the song? or both????#the other was set to chihuahua by dj bobo#the crew were sneaking around a like?? marine fortress or somth??#but i know for a fact i watched up to that point BECAUSE#IT WAS WHEN THE DUB HAD CUT OFF AT THAT POINT#and thats when i stopped my very first viewing ~12 years ago
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#forced masculinization#forcemasc#autoandrophilia#fuck it: forces your masc#im trying somthing new#if yall like this i have more of a similar vein
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*SHAKES YOU AGGRESSIVELY*
TELL ME ABOUT YOUR âZarc is an incarnation of The Supreme Kingâ THEORY I NEED TO KNOW ABOUT THIS YOU HAVE GOT ME HOOKED I AM OBSESSED WITH THESE FIRE TAKES YOU ARE SPITTING OP
Jaden and Yuya are now my favorite dynamic of all time, and now that Iâm being shown the similarities Iâm wondering if itâs really just a coincidence GX and Arc-V are my absolute favorites out of all the Yugioh series this is insane đ
Hehe. Gladly <3
(Uh. This got long so it's going beneath the cut for the sake of people's dashboards)
Well, first off, there's just a lot of similarities between Zarc (the original Zarc, before he split into the Yu-bois) and Jaden. Both can talk to duel spirits, both start out chipper and are driven to the edge by grief, both split into various personas/people (Jaden with himself and the supreme king, Zarc obviously into the Yu-bois), both fuse with their ace monster(s), and both carry the title of "Supreme King". Most interesting, to me at least, is how both shape a lot of their identities around what they think people want from them.
Zarc was content to be an amazing duelist, but felt pressured to put on a good show, to be more brutal. Jaden, more subtly, constructs most of his personality off being easygoing, chill, and carefree, because he internalized that his emotions are dangerous, and people would rather deal with happy Jaden than the emotional disregulation mess that he actually is.
And both of them, when they get overwhelmed, adopt a mentality of "Well, the world might as well burn with me."
Jaden, rather than feel his grief, locks off his own trauma behind a brick wall and goes on smiling. Yuya, rather than deal with his dads disappearance, does the same.
I'd also like it noted that supreme king Jaden and supreme king Yuya have yellow eyes.
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And some teal/orange eye asymmetry
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Honestly, even dragon form Yuya and the Supreme Kings armor have similar silhouettes.
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Mostly its in the spikes on the shoulders and elbows, and the fact that Zarc Yuya forms a weird chestplate (and that this is the same art team and visual style)
Another thing I get hung up on is that both Jaden and Yuri have super poly. In GX, Jaden had to go through an entire arc of misery to get that card, and Yuri just? Has it?
So my little headcanon, is that in the original timeline, before the dimensions were split, Zarc had the spirit of The Supreme King, able to command duel monsters and wield The Gentle Dark. Unfortunately for everyone, he got a teensy bit traumatized before he could enact his destiny of defeating The Light Of Destruction. Using his powers, he fused with his dragons, nearly destroyed the world, etc, etc. When he split, the Supreme King couldn't just split into four the same way the rest of his soul could, and so while the dimensions split, the past was rewritten to attach the power to a different soul, with a different guardian to boot. Similar to how the timeline got all borked to set everything back to a late nineties world of duel monsters.
Which would make Yuya 1/4 of an alternate universe version of Jaden. And I think there's a lot of fun to be had with that idea :)
#of course even without this hc theres just a crazy amount of similarities between these two guys#they can bond over so much#I just like the idea of them trying to sort this mess out#the yu-bois each remind me of a part of Jaden.#Yuto is the trauma. Yuya is the denial. Yuri is the violence. And Yugo is the Stupid.#just kidding Yugo's the childlike wonder and genuine joy for life#catch me wresting canon to try and come up with a way to write a scene of Jaden and Yuri interacting#I didnt include it because its so tenuous its au#but something somthing zarc gives me cowboy vibes. you have the face of who you loved in your past life. Jesse Anderson.#idk there might be something there#yugioh#yugioh gx#yugioh arc v#jaden yuki#yuya sakaki#the supreme king#z arc#z-arc#supreme king z arc#headcanons#asks#answered asks
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WAIT NO NOT A RANDOM TIKTOK EDIT BRINGING MY ATTENTION TO SUGURU AND YUUJI PARALLELS WAIT FUCK
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#geto suguru#itadori yuuji#ok first off their 'power' coming from having to swallow somthing awful that their bodies reject#and that getting taken to the extreme with yuuji even getting force fed sukuna's fingers when he's unconscious#them witnessing the death of their classmates being a final straw for them to make a very radical decision#for geto it was to defect for yuuji it was to conform#like we're seeing another version of the same events 10 years later#an anomolous child born into a non- sorcerer family but capable of special grade level power#like it really strikes me how many parallels they have it's very noticible when you look for it#and gege planning for yuuji to originally be a side character and megumi the one with natural talent and an inherited technique being the mc#like wow they are too similar for this to not have been intentional right????#losing my mind thinking about them#is his end gonna parallel geto's too???? is megumi gonna survive dying and become the next gojo with yuuji haunting him now?????#oh god oh no
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ok so knee deep in girls to the front which is incredibly interesting to hold up against dance of days. but the number one thing that keeps itching at my brain is like. I feel like so much of the discussion around riot grrl does a disservice to the fact this community was full of literal teenagers, both from the standpoint of why they were taking the specific actions they were, with what little political power young women are able to wield, but also explains why riot grrl... isn't perfect like god forbid the radical thought i had at seventeen doesn't just start a very public and easily hated youth moment but is also scrutinized and held up forever as The Thing You Believe Now. so much of my personal issue re: riot grrl is with the Canon and the retrospective understanding of the scene and much much less to do with the actual things fermenting in young people's minds/motivating them into taking actionable steps to mitigate unrelenting patriarchy because it's admirable to see young people take those steps.
#it also imo immediately explains the generation gap like many older punk women in dc did not go to riot grrl meetings#even if they went to revolution summer girl style shows and were involved#and like i am frustrated by the way riot grrls cut themselves off from those groups of older punk women#for not having this same line of reasoning regarding gender and a specific feminism#but like thats the same frustration i have for dischord punks for kinda doing the same thing re: older folks#like the connection btw dc and riot grrl is so fascinating bc a lot of the contours of the ideology is similar w/similar trajectory too#i do get endlessly entertained when 19 year olds with zero music history experience complain about ian mackaye in riot grrl docs#like that dude will be in docs for scenes he literally doesnt remember.... he was actually materially involved in riot grrl dc.... so funny#anyway#this is me being charitable before somthing inevitably pisses me off#my posts
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I know this is completely ridiculous of me but I think I might feel a subtle draw towards Lady Hestia and Lady Aphrodite BUT!!! I feel like I'm not in a position in my life to approach them. Not a boundary thing but like... a 'not being worthy yet' feeling.
#I feel like if I saw someone else say this about the main deities I honour I'd encourage them#this is so ridiculous#I think I'm gonna say fuck it and try to approach them#are there any worshippers of theirs that can give me some advice or somthing?#idfk#Aphrodite deity#Aphrodite worship#Hestia deity#Hestia worship#could be similar to Lord Apollo and just not being at a stage where I'm ready yet#I think it might be because of how much I value their aspects#it's sometimes scary to approach something you crave isn't it?
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I think when talking about how a queer ship is âbasically canonâ you have to take a step back and look at the bigger picture. Go beyond the in-universe explanations of âgay marriage isnât legal hereâ etc, and consider the reasons a piece of media is giving you these excuses.
Think about it logically: if a story is choosing not to depict any form of real life homophobia other than âwe canât get marriedâ, then there should be no reason not to have these characters explicitly say they are dating. And you canât ignore the actually practiced alternatives to marriage like the partnership certification system available in more and more parts of Japan (itâs still a long way from equal rights, but it is not meaningless!).
All of this is to say, this is just another example of using pausible deniability in depictions of queerness in order to keep mass appeal. And letâs not forget, Ensemble Stars is a franchise mainly targeted at women, and Anzu / the producer is an audience insert character meant to let readers imagine having a relationship of their own with these characters if they so desire.
#somthing something the point of marriage equality is the equal rights#and queer relationships shouldnât have to conform to heteronormative standards#anyways i hope this makes some sense. go vote rinniki btw. theyre basically canon if not for the genre restrictions#enstars#my country also doesnât have marriage equality so the argument of âthis means we canât be togetherâ is baffling to me#like. homosexuality isnât criminalized so what are you talking about#idk idk iâm trying to get my thoughts out this is not against anyone other than h ele#and similar media in general lol#sorry if i get some terms wrong idk english
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Okay fineee finally getting back into figuring out an original comic of mine i plan to draw and publish. Well twoâ comics maybe three the third one i wanna make a movie or animation. They're The original stories ive had forever but keep losing inspiration for but that always live in my head ones like danger days meets the matrix meets the terminator and im working on my style guide for it rn getting inspiration back and sketching the creature designs. That ones science fiction post apocalypse gay dystopia and the other one would be like. Short like one part while the dystopia one would be like a series or at least multiple issues but the second one is apocalyptic fantasy and kind of cosmic horror? But its not really horror it just has the same like. Unexplainableness. Its just kind of sad tbh its like. Hopeful but somber but Weird and has a nuclear war and powers and mental illness and genderless entities and a lonely god and queer love facing an apocalypse together and life and reincarnation and ends and beginnings and just. Its my darling. And the third one i want to be a film of some sort is straight up horror lol a lot of body horror and like. Its a hopeless apocalypse it doesn't have a happy ending. Im thinking since i dont know like. cgi or anything. Im thinking of making it a mixture of live action for the characters and stopmotion for the Creatures since i could greenscreen them in if i just make them puppets. itll be a project for when i have free time and money for an adobe subscription lol. If you guys wanna hear abt any of these i might make a sideblog if i start drawing the comic until then just ask me abt any of these and ill gladddly infodump lol. Gay matrix terminator danger days dystopia is for now called In Our Dreams(we can be complete) the weird fantasy apocalypse one always been loosely titled The Stargazer but i could call it Sending My Love(from the other side of the apocalypse) to match lol. And the third one i just call the Bonepocalypse. Also these all came from wild dreams i had like the universes i fully dreamed up its crazy
#oh i have a fourth one too but its not a comic ill write it one day itd just be a novel or something but im self conscious of it bc its like#WEIRDLY similar to good omens eve though i came up with it before i ever saw good omens before the show ever came out#but its gay too lol basically the antichrist and a fallen angel fall in love and stop the end of the world#and rebel against heaven and hell#except neither of them know theyre an angel or the antichrist the fallen angel doesnt have their memories of heaven and the antichrist has#been raised normally and like is contacted by hell like gien visions of what they want hik to do but he doesn't know its real he thinks its#schizophrenia and its. its a crazy story and its my bby i cant wait to write my experiences through them mainly my boy Atlas the antichrist#also did i mention hes transgender#figures lol but yeah i cant wait to write my feelings of transgenderism as somthing holy while being seen as unholy and psychotic and#hhrhhdhdh.#also theyre gay as in theyre queerplatonic partners that kiss sometimes. theyre just soulmates that face the apocalypse together#so if you wana ask abt that story its just called Atlas and Emily for now
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Idk how I fuck up something so fast
My sleep schedule for example
#i accidentally fell asleep at like 6pm woke at at almost 10#then proceeded to stay up til 5am#force myself to sleep#wake up at 930 then get ready for work#i had a steady sleep schedule not even a week ago#i did somthing similar Wednesday going into thursdsy#idk man#i go nocturnal so easily
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homestuck fans when theres no rhyme or reason to the trickster designs and its literally just a jumbled mess of hideous colors and vague candy themes which means theres no consistency to analyze to help with making fan designs
#now imagine if you will a very distraught face. because i cant be bothered adding an image#ANYWAYSSSSSSS i wanted 2 try making one but god its just so hard bc theres so many fucking colors and i suck at coloring anyway#i tried analyzing them to the best of my abilities to see if there was any consistency i could go off of......... but no theres Nothing#the only thing is that their cheek swirls are the same color as their pestechum colors. and thats it#even the outfits are different it seems to be slightly altered versions of their original outfits?#like roxy was wearing her purple knit dress when she got bonked but it was still her original outfit afterwards#their hair colors dont make sense their shoe colors dont make sense their head ornaments make a LITTLE sense..........#jakes and dirks are the most obvious. pumpkin and orange soda its like their thing i guess#janes being a muffin makes sense cuz crockercorp baker etc etc#roxys makes the least sense...... i dont think there was ever any mention of cotton candy for her aside from when caliborn wanted his weird#smut to be color coordinated for whatever reason#whenever i make otufits its usually just varying shades of the same 3 or so colors so trickster designs are a nightmare#even my old trickster mode trollsona was like. 3 colors total LOL#not to mention i wanted to make this design for my trollsona. and we only ever saw humans in trickster mode#and looking at older fanart didnt help cuz everyone had decided unanimously that the canon designs sucked ass (they did)#and in the future we should all give each character a food or somthing similar to base the whole design off of (good decision)#blehh. i give up its too much of a pain-_-#anyway. maybe i really am sick i think i need to lay down#already slept literally all day but im still so tired..........#i took painkillers and allergy meds in case of cat hair on bed but i still feel groggy as fuck#well whatever. itll probably go away soon i never really stay sick for long
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""anti-wokeness"" star trek fans make my blood bOIL- dont you know the show you love has always been about wokenes??? everything from casting choices to lines of dialogue to entire storilines are """"woke""""" because thats what roddenberry wanted!!!! what do they like about star trek?? the ships and weapons desing?? the flashy fights??? the technobabble?????? have they been watching it with their eyes and their ears covered? the only difference between then and now is that kirk and uhura can kiss now, but god forbid kirk and spock kissed, god forbid some alien had some (explicit) gender fuckery going on
#or if they have done somthing similar in nu trek (which I dont know much about) id be curious how they went about it and what was the respon#(to clarify I mentioned kirk and spock not beacuse spirk specifically but just to make an example)#and like usually i tend to stay away from That Part od star trek fandom for this exact reason but i stumbled onto some comments that just.#star trek#personal ramblings
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Saiki with a reader where he canât read their mind ?? đź maybe reader is a dumbass or somthing and like is always in dangerous situations because OH MY GOD THEY ARE STUPID
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saiki with a dumb!reader !!
a/n: okay this time this request was NOT left to rot in the inbox. there actually was a similar request but in this case the reader actually wasnât dumb. if ur the person who requested it Iâm so sorry I put the pictures I just didnât write anything lol đ
warnings: uhh boiling water, not going on a crosswalk, tripping idk đ
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as soon as saiki saw you and tried to read your mind, he already knew that you were a dumbass and he didnât want to talk to you. AT. ALL. saiki thought that you would be like nendo, but as he saw you talking to others, he actually saw you were a nice person! just.. dumb? đ
you actually went to confess to him at his doorstep, but you tripped and saiki had already opened the door. you quickly stood up and all you had to say were the magic words. �� when you had confessed, you saw that saiki had a slightly red face? meh, maybe thatâs just how he is. he was silent for a few seconds, did he not like you back? you even bought him tulips!
he took the tulips and mumbled a little âletâs date,â and he closed the door. did saiki always talk with his mouth? ugh, canât think about that right now, all you can think about is that he said yes!! you slightly heard some loud squealing from his house, probably his mom. đ you skipped happily back home! before you tripped again..
ever since, saiki has been looking out for you, because you seem too much of a dummy to be alone, and youâre that much of a dummy that you canât even think? 𤨠so saiki keeps an eye on you all the time.
he likes to keep a first aid in his bags. and when anyone sees it, they think heâs caring and that heâs prepared to help anyone. but really heâs prepared to help you in case you got distracted by a âpretty rockâ and tripped. đŤ˘
sometimes heâs sarcastic with you, but you donât realise heâs being sarcastic so he just avoids doing that lol. đ example:
Scenario:
âkusuo, do you think unicorns poop rainbows?â you randomly ask, a genuine confused look on your face. saiki only sighed and turned to look at you as you both started walking down the hallway. âyes, y/n. because unicorns are totally real,â âright?!â you say excitedly.
when I said that saiki has to keep an eye on you all of the time, HE HAS TO. he can turn away from you while you both are in his kitchen and you are so close to splashing boiling, hot water on your face. đ thatâs when you absolutely SHOCKED saiki and now heâs traumatised and canât stop looking away from you whenever you guys are in the kitchen.
you like to video call saiki a lot, so when you are walking down the street with saiki on call he naturally freaks out.
âokay now go on the crosswalk. thatâs not the crosswalk, y/n. y/n? Y/N THE CROSSWAL-â
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#kusuo saiki#kusuo saiki x reader#kusuo saiki x y/n#saiki k x reader#saiki fluff#saiki kusuo x reader#the disasterous life of saiki k#saiki kusuo fluff#saiki kusuo x male!reader#saiki kusuo x female!reader#saiki kusuo x gn!reader#saiki kusuo x you#saiki kusuo x y/n#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki
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Could you do some angst Logan x mutant!reader comfort. Like maybe she has a similar origin to Logan where she was tested on for her powers and escaped. She ends up at the mansion and thatâs how her and Logan end up together.
Iâve been wanting to write this myself for a while but havenât had time. I need to see some truama bonding and comfort for that man with someone who really understands what itâs like. I would give anything to be that person. đ
Hi anon!! Im so sorry this has taken me so long to get to- despite some little changes on the request, and my unsureness on writing angst, i hope you enjoy this drabble!
One step at a time
Summary: sleep can be a fickle thing, a struggle more personal than most.. But it just so happens theres another person in the mansion that understands. Written with X1 logan in mind!
Warnings?: angst, mentions of nightmares and troubled sleep, self doubt, slight depression? Comfort and fluff at the end? Idk how to tag this really.. Words: 1.5k Masterlist
People were scared of things they didnât understand, of people that didnât fit in to a societal box. And being a mutant? Well, you became the scariest thing of all. An unknown, a secret unshared in a room full of people.
To some, that fear, that little nagging doubt about what you are, what you could do.. fuelled somthing else entirely. Not fear, not quite, more an evil kind of curiosity. A fixation to poke and prod, bend and snap, push the limits of their fear regardless of yours in the name of science. Regardless that you too, weâre a person, different now yes, but still born of the same matter once.
Careless to the person you were, only the thing you could become. And even then, if you werenât useful.. you were useless. Another mistake in a pile of scraped idea's, a caged creature begging for a way out.
You never wanted it, never asked to sit in a room and wonder why. Why you, why this. There was never a good enough answer, never a reason, not really. Some People were just cruel, vile and nasty, out for their own gain.. to test the limits of humanity.
But then it begged the question, what was humanity? Because it wasnât this. It wasnât the sleepless nights afraid to close your eyes. The sanctity of sleep a luxury. Peace a rationed thing.
Therefore It had become normal to find you in the dead of night, curled up the couch in front of the fireplace; whilst everyone else slumbered. Sometimes a book in hand, other times just your thoughts. Embered flames burning bright and warm, the crackle of wood often the only sound. It was how your relationship with Logan had bloomed.
From wordless nods walking down corridors to conversations and nights shared infront of the fire; he had become pleasant company, a friend you regarded higher- one who understood better- than most. He'd seen the same horrors behind his eyes, the years a tiresome thing.
So it's here you sit, like always, in your spot on the couch peering between pages of a book and the old grandfather clock, waiting for Logan.
It was late and he'd usually show up around now, your meetings held in a trusted pact- an agreement that if sleep held pain, this is where you'd find one another. It was up to choice then, if you'd relocate to one of your room's; if you felt the embrace of the others arms would quiet the horror, just for a while.
Because while it's true that you both may no longer be broken here in the mansion.. you'd always be bruised bone deep.
"Hey" Logan murmers softly, breaking you from your thoughts as you crane your neck toward him. Hes stood tall in the doorway, clad in sweats and a white vest, two steaming mugs in hand as he pads closer, handing you one over the back of the couch. "Figured you'd want a drink, tried to make it how you like"
You nod, taking a tentative sip with a greatful smile. Your eyes fluttering shut a moment as you swallow, relishing the warmth. Logan had indeed made it the exact way he knew you loved, and it swells your heart; the fondness you feel for the action- for him. "'S perfect, thank you.."
"Was nothin.." he shrugs, sighing into his own cup, back hitting the couch besides you. the cushions are a soft embrace for his aching body, the days seeming longer. He'd confessed one night, that the winter had never helped his affliction. That the cold air made his adamantium bones ache in a way that seemed impossible to describe. The sting of his knuckles that bit sharper with each snikt of his claws.
You shift quietly, book page marked and now placed on the coffee table. Logan watches silently as you reach for the soft blanket that lays dormant on the back. Your fingers adjusting the fabric carefully, unfolding and draping it until it rests over his knees too.
Logan smiles, a look reserved for these nights- for you- in his eyes. Its a soft, greatful, little thing; Unreminicent of his usual gruff demeanor. he lifts a large arm bringing it to rest snug behind your shoulders, tugging you closer.
Theres a comfortable silence that follows then, sat side by side. Logan simply watches as you pick the book back up, resuming your page. A warm feeling in his chest that he hasn't felt for a while as your eyes flit across the words.
He still cant understand how anyone could- would- hurt you. Would even dare harm a delicate hair on your head. It boils a possessive type of anger inside of him, that people, the very same that had hurt him, had dared. That they had ruined your trust, made you into something of their design, just like him.
And Its then that Logan cant help how his mouth moves, how it burts the words before he can even think to stop them, make them sound less jumbled. "You uh.. didn't deserve it you know?.. What they did"
The words feel foreign on his tongue but they hold meaning- one that you can feel as you cast your gaze to him.
Theres a look in your eyes he cant quite read as you hum honestly. "Neither did you. you know that right?"
And Logan knows. Hell its deep down but he knows. Yet hearing the words still bring an ache to his chest. Its beyond hard for him to even think about- admit really- even after all this time. He hadn't deserved it and neither had you. But that was certain weather perceived or not.
"Im.. Tired, logan" you trail quietly, casting your book aside as your head falls to rest on his shoulder. "Just.. So tired of being tired."
A shattering feeling stabs at Logan's chest from your admission, a sigh falling against your hair. "I know you are. Hell so am i but.." he pauses, trying to find the correct sentiment.
"We- you- can do this"
You can't help the exhaled sound that slips from you, not a laugh, not not a breath either. "Logan-" you try to protest, try to shift back inside your non vulnerable shell ready to shut down, but he has you locked next to him, fingers coming to rest on your jaw.
"No, look at me, Cmon" he murmurs, cupping and turning your cheek gently until your gaze meet his. "like you told me that once. Its one step at a time alright?"
You recall saying it, remember the context, and yet the idea of saying it to yourself feels foreign- as foreign as the words blurted from logans tongue.
He'd had a nightmare that night, had woken with a hoarse scream and his claws embedded in the plush mattress; pillows ruined with feathers everywhere, soaked in sweat. You'd come barreling in from downstairs having heard his sounds of distress, knowing the situation.
But.. You hadn't laughed, despite him being so surrounded by pillow feathers that he's sure he looked like big bird. You hadn't been cruel or judgemental, pitty in your eyes. You'd just been.. Well, you. Kind and understanding, reassuring him that it was okay, that he was safe. To take a shower and you'd sort the rest. It was from then that the fondness he felt for you had bloomed to something a little more inside of him.
You nod gently, a small, barely there smile on your lips now as you repeat. The light of the fire a soft glow in your eyes, tone a fraction more hopeful. "One step at a time"
"Yeah, thats it sweetheart" he smiles gently, a proud look in his own eye's, before his throat clears. A bashful look taking over his features as he continues, thumb absentmindedly stroking over your cheekbone. A distraction to the honesty he was going to drop "Besides.. you got this knucklehead who'd really like to keep this.. Us.. up"
You swallow, breath stuttering as your cheeks heat."You.. You would?" you sound a little surprised, yet a little hopeful, and It makes Logan smile, hearing your heart pounding in your chest.
"Yeah sweetheart" he breathes, voice a low gravel as he anxiously nods, before rushing to add. "if- if thats something you'd want?"
"Yes!" you exclaim, so excitedly it makes logan chuckle, the deep rumble joining the crackling fire. "I, uh, i mean.. ofcourse i do Logan"
Logans fingers tilt your face higher, his forehead coming to rest on yours as your fingers trace over his scruff coated jaw. "Things are better with you.." you murmer, breath puffing over his lips. "Lighter. You get it, get me.. This.."
He hardly lets you finish before his lips are pressed to yours, breaking the miniscule gap between them. His kiss so uncharacteristically gentle, like he was afraid one taste and you'd break.
"Things are better with you too.." he says quietly, forehead on yours, a smile against your mouth as his nose rubs your cheek.
And so Its that night you both agree, while wrapped up in one another, that things are better together. Better with each others shoulder to lean on. And despite the darkness that would still linger sometimes, that's all that mattered. You and him. Him and you.
#logan howlett#wolverine#logan howlett x reader#deadpool and wolverine#carbonsfics#wolverine fluff#logan howlett fluff#logan fluff#logan angst#logan howlett angst#wolverine angst
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Chuuya is incredibly underrated and let me explain why
His ability is gravity manipulation meaning he can add or take away gravity from something similar to ochako.
He does not levitate stuff he takes the gravity away from it
But the fact that he can control what he manipulates and the direction it goes and where it stops is so Incredibly complicated.
He has to put the perfect amount of gravity and take away the perfect amount of gravity to make somthing float and not move.
It's not just a lift he has to apply a perfect amount he can't mess up.
Also with the fact that he can control the direction with his gravity also means he has to focus on the gravity all around the object and not a singular point putting enough gravity on a single side and taking it away on another side to throw it.
Before anyone says he just throws it remember the bullets ?
Yeah he controlled those with a precision that is incredibly hard to get.
He likely knows enough about gravity to be a fucking physicist to get where he is.
Where is an actual physicist reaction to what Chuuya does?
Literally I'm in highschool and I don't know much nor do I have any plans to be a physicist but I can recognize his absolute understanding over gravity.
The fact that canonically if he wasn't so knowledgeable about his ability and gravity he would be a weak and useless character.
#chuuya nakahara#bsd chuuya#bungou stray dogs#bungou stray dogs chuuya#physics#i need an actual physicist here i know a little not much#chuuya is so smart#bsd
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You want to know what else drives me mad about Rosquez?
The way everything with Marc and Vale seemed just to be total parallels.
Both child prodigies
Both Moto3 and Moto2 champions
Both came into MotoGP young (20 and 21)
Both successful very fast (Marc championship in first year, Vale by second)
Both had long stretches of dominance, often called their era
Both gathered massive, devoted fanbases
Both know for rather intense rivalries
Both criticized heavily closesly linked to a lack of respect (Vale for how he handles his rivals/ the mind games and Marc for the way he rides)
Both seen as showmen
Both highly intense and competitive to a frightening extent
Both experienced a lull in their career due to somthing going wrong (Vale leaving Yamaha and Marcâs injury)
Both came back from said lull and started fighting for wins again
Both on top teams even after said lull
Now both have been Ducati riders and possibly if this year goes well for Marc, both are 9x world champions. Not saying it will happen, but the story would be storying if it does
Oh and that isnât even the full list. They have so many similarities it is almost mad to think because they are also sooooo incredibly different! Those philosophies around life, the way they view racing, their relationship with people in general, their generations, their riding styles, their attitude when facing defeat, their popularity in the paddock.
And then they were something like friends! And Vale was being worshipped by what is basically the next generations him! And he likes the kid! And Marc is just thrilled about it! And then Vale finds out how similar Marc is to him and that just makes it better! And he canât help but talk to Marc about everything! And then 2015 happens and everything goes south because yes Marc is like him, but it has smacked him in the face how different they are.
And even now, their reactions to what happened are so different. Vale holds on to that anger, he doubles down, he lets it hurt him and refuses to forget. Then there is Marc, who smiles and jokes, who brushes of questions and says it is not him who has issues. So wildly different. But so vulnerable and obvious and similar at the same time. Because they both just care so deeply it is insane.
Rosquez just kills me man. Kills me.
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Your fics of the obey me boys protecting mc from a creep are so amazing!!
If it's okay, could you write a similar one for Barb and Sol please?<3
anon I see youâve been sitting in my inbox for a millennia, but I feel like Iâve finally now can write this fic! Barbatos in my mind is a bit unhinged, so like TW for those undertones! This went on longer than I intended, I hope you enjoy !
Barbatos
I could see this happening in the later hours of a ball that his king decided to host, caught unawares with a human he decided to invite had inevitably gotten lost in his crowd.
Considering that your usual guard dogs were preoccupied with their official business, Barbatos took it upon himself to keep a keen eye on you as you made your introductions.
Some of the demons lingered longer than necessary, but the majority quickly moved on due to the presence of the brothers all together somewhere in the room. Despite that, one particular demon cozied up to you a bit more than he found himself caring for.
âThatâs very flattering thank you, but I think Iâve had plenty this evening,â you waved your hand towards the demon, gesturing politely in refusal of his offer to a drink.
You werenât stupid, taking drinks from strangers in the human world was hardly safe, the devildom was no exception.
The demons mouth curved down slightly on the side, but he quickly recovered as he sauntered closer to you. Your back now against the pillar, your eyes scanned the crowd for an escape.
âThose brothers must be boring such a thing like you.â An elongated finger dragged lazily along your temple as he pushed a stray hair out of your face.
âThe brothers are wonderful, now if youâd excuse meââ you grimaced as the demon side stepped your attempt to skirt around him. Now pushed farther back, your irritation was plain across your face.
âCâmon. Hear me out hereââ
âI do believe the lady has kindly rejected you multiple times.â
The snarl startled you, a familiar back facing you as Barbatos stepped in between you and the demon. He held a serving tray in his arm, the other arm was across his chest as he politely angled his body towards the male in front of him.
His tail gently urged you to his left, its length curling protectively around your frame.
The formerly mentioned demon scoffed, clearly irritated about the kings servent interrupting him.
âListen Barbatos,â the demon grabbed a wad of somthing from his lined pocket, placing it discreetly in his hand. âLook the other way with the kings pet, and keep this between us.â
The chill that descended the ballroom was near paralyzing.
You didnât dare breathe.
âOut of respect for Diavolo,â Barbatos spat, rising to his full height, his back shifting into a lethal calm. âI will not cause a scene because of this disgusting conversation. You must be unwell, considering your intellect is so skewed that you believed I could be bought out for such an act.â
The demon tensed, his foot sliding back slightly.
Youâd never seen Barbatos so eerily calm. He could be unnerving in his role, but the aura he was giving off was that of a predator.
âLord Diavolo will see to you later,â a swish of his wrist and the demon was transported instantly.
The rush and noise of the crowd and music came back immediately, and Barbatos turned to face you, bowing deeply.
âAre you harmed?â
âUh⌠no. No not at all, thank you Barbatos.â Your hand reached out to take his out and make him rise.
You were at a loss for words, the lethality you had felt from him was gone, replaced with a relaxed atmosphere.
This guy gave you whiplash.
Extending his arm, he offered, âCome. Letâs get some fresh air.â
All you could do was nod.
Solomon
Honestly, the reason that you hadnât encountered any suspicious demons was because this wizard watched you very closely. When he determined the brothers were around, he tended to let off.
But, anytime you were without one of them and he was around, he tended to ward off many a demon (he may had cast a sort of mirage around you if any ill-intended demons looked to long).
Deciding to have a bit of fun without the brothers, you had begged him to check out a new club scene that had opened up. All the students were talking about it! Iâll go anyway even if you arenât with me!
Leaving you unprotected wasnât an option, but he decided to play coy and tag along.
Solomon immediately disliked the air of the nightclub. The thick haze and skewed magic surrounding it instantly made him on edge. Seeing you so excited to be there, seeking out some friends from class, made him bite his tongue.
The crowd itself made him uneasy, some demons lingering looks made him grind his teeth as he steered you towards a booth to get a break.
âThis place is kind of⌠dense.â He ground out.
âI think thisâll be fun! Oh! Let me go to the bathroom quick, one of the girls from our sorcery course needs some help fixing her look.â
You skirted off quickly. Solomon reassured himself it was fine, you had a trace of his magic he could track. He reached out to feel the tug, onlyâ
There was nothing there.
ââââ-
Having fixed up your friends hair, you made your way back to Solomon. Unfortunately you were intercepted, a large demon glancing down at you with wide eyes.
âSo youâre the human theyâve been talking about.â
You attempted to move around him, huffing when the press of bodies halted you from doing so.
This demon was clearly intoxicated, his uneven gate and slight sway told you that much.
A grip on your arm made you flinch, moving quickly to detach the large hand from your bicep.
âLet me go, man.â
The demon flung his arms up in surrender. âAre you here by yourself? You know, this place is full of creatures that wouldââ
âIâm with my friends, now if youâll excuse me.â You shouldered your way past him, ignoring his intimidating height. You looked around for the booth that Solomon and you were at previously.
Your heart thundered, where the hell was it?
âAre you a bit lost?â A grin split across his face as he leaned down, the smell of demonous reaching your nostrils. âI could help you find your friendsâŚâ
The look in his eyes told you something entirely different. Panic began to work its way up your chest and the noise and flickering lights made it hard to see against the crowd.
Suddenly, a heavy arm wrapped around your shoulders. Jolting from the contact, you looked up to see Solomon, staring down the demon in front of you.
âI do hope that you werenât giving my human any trouble here.â
Realizing who was in front of him, the demon blanched, leaning back into a few others that were crowded behind him.
âN-not at all man, just trying to help them out is all.â He waved his claws in front of his face, eager to turn and part the crowd as he made his exit.
Satisfied, Solomon looked to you.
âWhat happened to that bracelet you always wear?â
Furrowing your brows you spoke. âWhat are you talking about? Itâs right hereââ
You grabbed your empty wrist in alarm. Shit! You mustâve undone it when you were helping your friend.
âItâs probably in the bathroom, here, let me go grab it quick!â
Solomon grabbed your shoulder and spun you in close to him.
âForget the bracelet.â
âBut that was a gift! Iâm sure it was expensive.â
You saw his jaw tick. âIâll get you another, youâre not leaving my sight after that.â
Clasping your hand in his, he made his way to the exit.
âHow do you feel about takeout?â
A smile burst across your face.
âAs long as youâre the one paying.â
Solomon laughed, grasping your hand a bit tighter.
#shall we date#obey me#solomon x reader#barbatos x reader#gang this took forever#I wanted a more serious vibe bc theyâre just more unhinged imo#obey me x reader
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